Prejudice

Take me somewhere
I don't care where
Just out of here
I wanna be somewhere else
Don't you understand that
It hurts to be here
Now
Sober?

I need distractions
I need a place to bury my sorrows
I need a place to explain what it means to be me
I need a place to not be judged for feeling what I feel
I need a
I don't know what I need

Actually I do
I need therapy, right?
I need therapy, I need a safe haven
I need a place where I can talk about everything
And know that the person is listening
Even though it's just their job

Maybe better for it
Because then I don't have to feel bad about wasting their time
I don't have to feel bad about vomiting my feelings and thoughts upon another person
When it's their job to listen

I don't know
But I still feel that they judge
Because they're people, they're human, they have their prejudice
And no one is really without prejudice
Because everyone grew up
Somehow, somewhere, with some sort of predispositions

The heat is on
I'm gonna sleep so not well tonight